To bring back a habit, it needs a start..because for me.., Anything to restart after a break is a challenge.. Sometimes it is hard to say why I cannot start back? It is not that I do not like what I was doing .. but once routine is shattered, esp for me.. it is hard to get back!.. it needs again dedication importantly determination and stubbornness.. I do have more of these quality i.e. stubbornness.. but as I explored the world, sometimes I feel taking myself little lighter would not be a harm.. but little lighter become a lighter, then lazy , then slowly stop doing it completely.. Everything needs a balance.! I struggle to find it most of the times.. Well.. Back to writing after a diwali vacation...I had a list of topics to write for.. but now those are not making any sense for me to write.. Perhaps I need to find a new dimension to write.. So again , back to square one.. what to write about? Saritha Subramanian.